Sunday, 23 June 2013

Every Day

Every day
The world awakes

A billion people

Continue their lives


Every day

Someone dies

If you listen carefully

You’ll hear their cries


Every day

A baby is born

Given a name

As they sleep and yawn


Every day

A child is bullied

Scared and alone

He sobs on the floor


Every day

Two people get married

Declare their love

And walk up the aisle


Every day

A mother is beaten

By her husband

Who she once trusted and loved


Every day

Someone’s wishes are broken

As they break down

On a cold stone step


Every day

Is someone’s bad day

Their life won’t go right

They feel useless and worthless


Every day

Is the greatest day of someone’s lives

They go to bed happy

And smile as they sleep


Every day

Someone’s heart is broken

Its’ torn in two

As they watch their partner walk away


Every day

Someone goes on a date

Keeping their eye on the time

They don’t want to be late


Every day

Is someone’s last day in this world

But if they knew that

They might live it differently


Every day

Someone is diagnosed

With a terminal illness

They sink to the floor

In a puddle of a fear


Every day

Someone has their first kiss

They dance home in a trance

Replay that moment

A thousand times in their mind


Every day

Good rules out the bad

Evil defeats the glory

Pain and love collide


Every day

Death consumes another innocent person

And a tiny baby is wrapped in a blanket


Every day

Certain things happen

The dice of fate

Lands on each of us


It determines our futures

And alters our lives

Decides who to kill

And lets the rest survive


Every day

A new adventure starts

A story is told

As the day evolves


Every day

The sun shines

And a billion people

Live their lives.

Lost The Game

She let her pen flow
Freely across the page
With no hesitation
As she wrote down her deepest thoughts…

She dropped her glasses onto the ground
She tore her diaries into pieces
Didn’t care about the sound

She burned all her photographs
Let them curl and die
There was a smile on her face
But she didn’t know why

She ripped up her money
And threw it on the floor
Fifties and twenties
She didn’t care anymore

She scratched all her CDs
Till they’d play no more
The music was blurred
As she slammed shut the door

She emptied her handbag
Let the contents fly
Across the streets
Or into the sky, up high

She watched her house flood
As it sunk to the earth
She shook her head slowly
Remembering what it was worth

She counted the pills
There were sixty three
And then she swallowed them all
And smiled sadly

She drank the glass of water
Until her mouth was clear
Fell in a heap
Shaking with fear

Ten years on
They still remember her name
The girl who died
Because she lost the game.

Freak

Stare at me
Laugh and shriek
Call me names
"Weirdo, freak"
Watch these tears
Roll down my face
They're not droplets of water
But evidence of disgrace
I'm only human
Just like you
Don't you realise
I have feelings too?
What makes me different?
What labels me strange?
It's like I'm from a catalogue
With an extra special range
Maybe one day
You'll wake up and see
You're the freak
If you can't accept me.

The Art Of Dying

Dying is an art

For you must do it well

Disguise it as an accident

Or illustrate your tale


A rope on your neck

Blood on your skin

Pain and hurt

That comes from within


Too many pills

Taken so easily

It’s so hard to find

Happiness you see


Jump from a bridge

And feel the air rush

Through your hair

Into your limbs

Soon you’ll turn into mush


A knife or a razor

Slicing at pale skin

Cold, dark and damp

In your heart, let it win


Dying is an art

For you must do it well

Drinking bleach

For life sucks at skin
 Like a guilty leech.

Mental Illness

You control me

You drain me of life

You bore me

You upset me

Tapping at my brain

Trying to force out the darkness

Clouding my view with grey

Stopping me from living life to the full

Taking away my joy and happiness

You give me a label, an identity

You make up who I am

You make me appear weak

You turn me into a freak

You are wasting away my life

Pouring my energy down the drain

Please stop

Let me live

Don’t control me any longer.

Life

When you find that life

Is just too hard

And your eyes fill up with tears

You can look for me

I’ll be there

I’ll give you hugs and cheers

 

When you have a bad day

And everything seems so wrong

Think of me

I’m here to listen

I’ll sing you a song

 

When you feel a failure

When your heart hurts

And aches are all you feel

I’ll be here smiling

A smile so bright and real

 

When the clouds are grey

And your vision is dark

Just look out for me

I’ll be watching

So let’s sit down

And have a cup of tea.

Crazy

I’m going crazy

Slowly, softly

No-one can hear the thump of my heart

The voice in my head

The rage in my mind

Losing all rationality

My vision is blurred

What is the point?

Why am I here?

No appetite

Want to sleep forever

I want a way out

Away from this illness

Give me a sweet release

Watch my blood prick

Bleed down my arm

I’m gone.