Sunday, 29 June 2014

Some People

Some people are fucked up
And full of shit and dirt
Some people cut themselves
To feel their inside hurt
Some people drink and smoke
To make it go away
Some people try to hide
The bleakness of their day
Some people have sex
With everyone in sight
As they try to feel something
And not give up their fight
Some people fall in love
And learn how to smile
Some people chase their demons
Forever and a mile
Some people are so crazy
They start to appear sane
Some people hide the bruises
With concealer and shame
Some people die young
Because they don’t know how to live
Some people turn off their hearts
Because they don’t know how to give
Most people are fucked up
In their own special way
Don’t judge another person
Until you've lived as them for a day.

Friday, 28 February 2014

Remember


Remember he's not gone
Remember he's still here
When you fake a smile
When you brush away a tear
Remember the good times
Let them fill you up with joy
It's easier said than done
When your heart's broken like a toy
Remember he's around
In the heat of the sun
Smiling down at you all
He's the energy in a run
He's on the track, cheering
He's by your side at night
He's with you every moment
So don't give up this fight.

The Fight

It’s gonna be hard
I always knew it would
It’s gonna be tough
I won’t feel very good.

But after a while
The panic will disappear
The worry will shift
They’ll be no more fear.

It’ll be worth it in the end
I’ll look back and smile
When I know that I’ve tackled
The biggest thing for a while.

I won’t give up this fight
I’ll be the winner in this race
Don’t expect me to crumble
Watch this smile on my face.

A Message To My Diary

You started off my friend
Held out your hand
Offered me a shoulder to cry on
And ears to listen with

You became destructive
You took over my life
And had me by the throat
I had no control any more

You deceived me
You tricked me
Confused my tired mind
And drained me of strength

I’m claiming you back
Gaining control once again
You’re no longer my enemy
And you never were my friend.

Screwed Up At Seventeen

Well you managed to screw up
The best part of a year
Wrapped yourself in misery
Self-obsession, hate and fear

Turned people against you
Caused embarrassment and shame
I won’t make those mistakes
Ever, ever again

Plastering your life over YouTube
Facebook and your blog
Thinking people cared
Saw through the damaged fog

I cringe when I look back
At how I acted last year
The ways I showed my pain
Instead of shedding a tear

I put myself away
In the asylum for the loons
I lost my mind, lost my pride
Far too young, way too soon

I’m paying for the damage
Clearing up the mess
I’m done with telling stories
No more need to confess

Don’t judge me on my past
I’m not that person any more
Accept me as I am
With all my quirks and flaws.

Saturday, 22 February 2014

Fish Out Of Water

Like a fish out of water
Your eyes bulge
With the intense fear.
You don't belong out here
In this scary world
But instead back there
In the frozen room
Where time stands still
And madness runs free.









Friday, 22 November 2013

People Like Us


We’re the fucked up generation
The ones with more flaws than smiles
We’re destroying our own bodies
On a road that goes on for miles

There’s voices in our heads
Telling us to stop, give in, give up
But we don’t listen subconsciously
Instead we drink and get banged up

Self-harm scars and anti-depressants
Have become so normal nowadays
And you remember when choosing your ice-cream flavour
Was the most difficult decision of the day

Having sex at thirteen
And smoking twenty or more
Has become so normal
Or else you are a bore

Eating disorders take over
As girls gaze at twigs on the cat-walk
Wishing they looked as thin as that
Not realising their mind is warped

Technology is our new best friend
You can hide behind the keys
Tapping vicious words, press enter
As someone breaks down on their knees

Drugs are accessible
If you know the right gang
Getting high, lighting joints
To prove to them you’re a man

Education doesn’t matter
When you get married at seventeen
Have three children by the age of twenty two
Without achieving all your dreams

Alcohol fuels your brain
With an escape from this place
But you don’t understand
It’s not a competition or a race

You can be yourself
It’s not an offence or a crime
Enjoy your childhood while it’s there
You’ll soon run out of time

The people like us
The fucked up girls and boys
Like to make a mess
And lots and lots of noise

We’ll carry on living
Making mistakes as we go
But in the end we need to learn
That the self-hate has to go

Because how can someone love you
When you don’t love yourself
It’s like reading a book
That’s gathered dust on the shelf

You stare in the mirror
With tears falling down your face
You’re not perfect and never will be
But you’re part of the human race.

(Inspired by Kelly Clarkson's song People Like Us)